Three Hours, One Blog, Zero Answers

Did you know I spent like three hours trying to decide which website to create this blog on? It's just for silly diary/journaling entries, yet I'm thinking about it way too seriously. I mean, who cares, right? It's not like I'm getting paid for writing these, lol.

Anyway, truthfully, I don't know where to start. Look, I've been going through a lot this past year. I should've known — I'm the one who decided to move to a new country for studying. Truth be told, I don't wanna go home. But right now, staying here, I feel like nothing. I feel like nobody. I'm currently unemployed, after resigning from my previous part-time job (which... wasn't what I wanted, I just had to, for the best reason. And no, I don't hate the job or anything. I just didn't have a choice at the time). So now, I feel like a burden. I feel like nothing. I don't know what I'm doing, and I'm scared. I'm trying to stay positive for the sake of my sanity and the people around me — right now, especially my boyfriend. He kept saying I should be fine because I just recently graduated. "It takes time" he said. So, I truly hope to get a callback this month! Wish me luck, non-existent readers!